Xyon (xyon) wrote,

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I'm sitting here doing nothing except watch a movie, and I find myself thinking...which I don't like to do in the summer.

Heh, I've written and erased twice now. I used to think I knew what I wanted in life, and now I'm not so sure. I have a two year goal, but I can't see beyond that. Do I want a masters? Do I want a doctorate? Or do I want a job? The very people I would turn to for advice are facing the same problems, and some worse.

I wish I had answers for myself, and I wish I had answers for those that seek them from me. I just want myself and the people I care about to be happy, but that is a lot harder than it sounds.

I want to see the few friends I have left down here, want to not need money, and want to not have a job this summer. The last two won't happen, but I'd really like to see the first.

I think I'm going to go to sleep now, before I confuse both of us even more.
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